Life

Aku capek. Kegiatan sekolah di semester genap ini benar-benar padat. Pengayaan, persiapan menghadapi Ujian Sekolah dan Ujian Nasional, persiapan menghadapi Uji Kompetensi, persiapan pelaksanaan Uji Kompetensi LSP Teknisi Akuntansi (sudah dilaksanakan hari Jumat dan Sabtu tanggal 27 dan 28 Januari 2012 kemarin), persiapan menghadapi Ujian Praktek Kejuruan, sebelum itu masih harus menyiapkan segala sesuatu untuk verifikasi UPK/UKK Akuntansi 2012 dan lain-lain dan sebagainya, selain mengajar 24 jam seminggu. Tidak ada waktu untuk bisa agak santai. Hampir setiap hari aku pulang sore. Senin selasa, jadwal mengajarku sampai jam ke sepuluh, yang berakhir jam 15.05 WIB. Hari jumat dan sabtu, ada jadwal pengayaan materi produktif akuntansi sampai jam 15.05 WIB juga.

Mestinya aku tidak boleh mengeluh. Karena inilah hidup, yang harus dinikmati dan disyukuri setiap detiknya. Pada semester genap yang penuh kesibukan seperti ini, setahun yang lalu, aku sama sekali tidak terlibat dalam kegiatan belajar mengajar maupun segala rangkaian kegiatan Ujian praktek, US, UN maupun Uji Kompetensi. Saat itu, setahun yang lalu, to do list ku penuh berisi jadwal-jadwal kapan harus kemo, kapan harus cek darah sesudah kemo, cek darah sebelum jadwal kemo berikutnya, dan sebagainya. Masih ada catatan di kalender HP ku bahwa tanggal 18 Januari 2011 dulu  adalah jadwal kemo doxo ku yang kelima. Lalu tanggal 25 Januari 2011, tepat seminggu sesudahnya, adalah jadwal cek darahku setelah kemo, dan waktu itu nilai leukositku hanya 0,53. Lalu lima hari berikutnya aku suntik leukoken setiap hari berturut-turut, sampai dengan hari sabtu tanggal 29 Januari 2011, aku cek darah lagi dan leukositku sudah normal, sehingga hari itu juga aku langsung bisa kemo herceptin yang kelima juga. Ya, setahun lalu kalender HP ku penuh berisi jadwal-jadwal semacam itu, karena aku termasuk pasien yang disiplin (Cie… :)) karena aku tidak  mau jadwal kemo ku sampai mundur.

Jadi, mestinya aku bersyukur bahwa pada semester genap kali ini aku bisa kembali melakukan aktivitasku seperti dulu. Jadi walaupun capek, aku tetap berusaha untuk mengucapkan “mantra” ku : “I feel happy with my life. Everything is enough for me. I enjoy my life. I enjoy my work. I enjoy my everyday life. Thank You Allah, for everything you have given to me.”

Ngomong-ngomong tentang life, kemarin aku nemu satu tulisan bagus dari http://academictips.org/blogs/category/life/. Tulisan ini berjudul “Life”. Ini dia :

Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become.

You never know who these people may be – a roommate, a neighbor, a professor, a friend, a lover, or even a complete stranger – but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way.

Sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart.

Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved straight flat road to nowhere. It would be safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless.

The people you meet who affect your life, and the success and downfalls you experience, help to create who you are and who you become. Even the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact, they are sometimes the most important ones.

If someone loves you, give love back to them in whatever way you can, not only because they love you, but because in a way, they are teaching you to love and how to open your heart and eyes to things.

If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them, for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart.

Make every day count. Appreciate every moment and take from those moments everything that you possibly can for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people that you have never talked to before, and listen to what they have to say.

Let yourself fall in love, break free, and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right to. Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don’t believe in yourself, it will be hard for others to believe in you.

You can make anything you wish of your life. Create your own life and then go out and live it with absolutely no regrets.

And if you love someone tell them, for you never know what tomorrow may have in store.

Learn a lesson in life each day that you live!

Today is the tomorrow you were worried about yesterday.

Think About it? Was it worth it?


12 Comments on “Life”

  1. gambarpacul says:

    keep going La with ikhlas……..kalo masih mengeluh katanya masih kufur nikmat karena tidak bersukur

  2. Akbar says:

    Being a teacher is exhausted…maybe one day I will change my profession hehehhe…
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    • Failasufah says:

      Yes you’re right…but I love being a teacher… You will change your profession from a teacher become a lecturer ? It’s the same, i think. OK, my bro, thanks for visiting my blog.

  3. Failasufah says:

    Wow…! murah banget mbak..? yang bener ? Terus kalo mau pesan kemana ?

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